"When Braided Fairies Strike"

Written By: Emerald Pillow

Pairing: 1+3. ?+1

Warning: Yaoi; Language, lemon, death, POV

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or it's characters. You can sue me, but all I have worth taking is my cat that looks like Trowa, but is named Duo.

Rating: NC 17

When Braided Fairies Strike

Part 11


."Well?" Both Trowa and I looked up as Wu Fei and Sally reentered the room. For the pass two days, I've undergone one test after another, to determine Trowa's theory and how to remove it. Sally's face was full of regret, but Wu Fei was the one to relate the news.

"Barton's right. There is a chip present in your brain. . .but whatever it's made out of is melting and it's spreading. Every time you black out, it spreads further into your brain. Without the research files, we don't know what it's made of or if it can be removed."

"Hear that? I'm staying. I'm staying. You have to put up with me. You big loser. Trowa will be mine. I'll fuck him every second of the day."

"You couldn't get into the files?" Trowa questioned.

"It appears that Winner had them destroyed from the research facility. . .as well as the asylum."

"Can't you at least try?" I wanted to get rid of this nuisance once and for all.

"We could." Sally finally spoke. "But we're unsure of the out come."

"Just do it."

"What?" Sally's eyes widen.

"Yuy, you can't mean that."

"You said that this thing is spreading. I feel it's getting stronger. It's possible this thing can take over my mind, and I won't have that. I rather die than let it win over."

"Heero, there's another way. I'm sure that if I talk to Quatre. . ." I looked over at Wu Fei and Sally. I didn't have to say anything for them to know I wanted time alone with Trowa. Once they were gone, I turned to face him.

"Do you honestly think that he'll just let you have the files Trowa? After all, this was done to keep us apart."
"Are you going to get mushy now? Oh, sick. Just fuck him. Don't tell him how you feel, show him. You know you want to. . .I know you know you want to. . .you know I know you know you want to. . ."

"There has to be another way."

"I don't want to lose you Trowa. . .and if this chip wins over, that's exactly what'll happen. Ever since it was placed, it's been begging me to rape, kill, hurt, everything I don't want to do to people. . .and most of it is directed toward you. I know that if this chip wins over, you won't be able to beat my body. That's why I need you to promise me. . . .promise me that you'll be here when I come out of surgery. Let them know if it's me or not. . . .if it's not. . .I want you to kill me."

"That's stupid. You know he won't. He loves you. He wants you. He likes your big dick. That's all he really wants. Me or you, it'll be the same body. Only I'd actually give it to him, unlike you, you pussy."
"Promise me Trowa." I looked into his eyes. I knew it would be hard for him. . .but I also knew that he would be able to do it.

"What if I can't?" He whispered and bowed his head in grief. I pulled him into an embrace, which he accepted and returned.

"I believe in you Trowa. You'll find a way. You don't know how to give up."

"Sob, sob. It's like a sad scene in a movie. You know what happens in movies Heero, but this isn't the movies."

"I know it sounds childish, but I always believed that you were indestructible. . .that nothing could ever touch you or hurt you." I couldn't help but laugh at his statement.

"Probably because of the way we met."

"I just wish I was right. . .I'm so sorry."

"It wasn't you. It's not your fault."

"If it wasn't for me, this never would have happen to you."

"He's right. You need to make him pay for it. You can't let him away with this Heero. Kill his ass. After you fuck him, of course. You know that IF he kills you, he'll go running back to little rich bitch boy. Killing you would be like killing a fly to him."

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I gripped the head board, it was all I could do since both my wrists were restrained to it. I couldn't hold back any more as I started to moan. I wanted to touch the source of my pleasure, but I didn't trust myself. I didn't want to hurt Trowa or even run the risk of it happening. So, we had searched the Preventer's head quarters and came up with a pair of hand cuffs that would sufficiently prevent it.

"Fuck that bitch. I know we can break these piece of shit cuffs. Break them Heero. Make him scream." I hated to admit it, but my body wanted to agree with the voice. For as far back as I can remember, I have always enjoyed rough sex; however, I've never done it with Trowa before.

I was glad for the restraints. The voice was right; I could break them whenever I wanted. . .but they weren't serving as bondage. . .rather they acted as a reminder. Without them, I would probably do everything that the voice wanted. Trowa moaned my name, causing my urge to take control to grow. Somehow, I kept myself calm. I stared into his face as he leaned back in bliss.

My surgery was at noon the next day. I wanted to feel him one last time, just in case things didn't work out for the better. I finally got what I wanted for so long, and I couldn't keep him. It wasn't fair. . .then again, life never was fair to me. He leaned over and started to kiss me. I returned his gestures, wishing that the night would never end. For the first time in my life, I was at total peace and happiness. Not even the voice that was still encouraging me to rape Trowa couldn't kill the pleasure.

"Trowa, slow down." I whispered between the kisses. I was reaching my peak and I wanted this to last as long as possible. He full filled my request, but continued to kiss me. After several more minutes, I felt his semen fall to my stomach. A instant later, I released into him. . .and the voice returned, louder than before.

"Damn, that was great. No wonder Quatre did everything he could to keep us from him." I ignored the voice and tried to focus on kissing Trowa. "Not only can he fuck, but he could probably suck a golf ball through a garden hose." I massaged his tongue with my own, wanting nothing more than to touch him. . .but as he sought to release me from the cuffs, I declined.

"Leave me like this." I told him quickly before he could free me.

"Do you honestly think these puny ass cuffs are going to keep me from him Heero. Tch, tch, tch, tch. You should know better than that. After tomorrow, I'll have my way with him. So you better enjoy what you can tonight. . .because tomorrow night, you'll be sitting on the side lines, watching the play by play." Tears spilled down my cheeks and he lightly wiped them away. All I ever wanted was to be with him. I never realized it until I saw him on the balcony defending me to his spouse. I wish I would have come to notice it sooner. Maybe then things wouldn't have turned out like this. "I can't believe you're crying over this little whore. The sex wasn't even all that great. It could have been better, if you would have done what I told you. . . .doesn't matter. . .I'll be able to show you tomorrow. Instead of moaning your name, he'll be screaming. . .something along the lines of: 'Heero, stop! Please! Don't do this!'. . .but of course, you will. I will make you."
Slowly he pulled away and I stared into his eyes. I could see that he hated doing this to me. . .but it was the only way to protect him. The sudden urge to tell him how I felt toward him grew strong. I wanted to tell him while I could.

"Tell him what? That you're in love with him? Go ahead. Tell him. It'll give him a good laugh before you're gone. Maybe he'll fuck you again out of pity." I closed my eyes tightly as the pain was starting to become unbearable. It wouldn't be long before I would black out again. . .that I was sure of. I tried to fight it. I feared that if I allowed myself to black out, it would give the chip a better chance of gaining control.

"Heero?" I focused on the worried face. I had to stay conscious. . .for him. "Heero?" He started to uncuff me.

"Don't." I pleaded weakly.

"You can't fight me Heero. I will win. I will make him mine, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it."

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